Thanks

I deleted my most recent post. I'm pretty sure (for those of you who weren't in on the email conversation yesterday) that through a series of events, I have now FUBAR'd this relationship and once he DOES start talking to me again, it'll be only to dump my ass. I'm just really bummed because I really didn't TRY to mess this thing up, I really liked this guy and ....fuck.

Anyway, I disabled comments on this post because I just don't want to talk about it anymore. But thanks to everyone for your help in this situation and your comments on the previous post. Another "learning experience," I guess. (But I don't know how someone can have so many learning experiences and still be so freakin' stupid.)