After 16 years of smoking...my desire for cigarettes is gone.
No patches, no pills, no gum, nothing. I just don't want to smoke anymore. It's been like this since I got back to Florida.
(This does NOT, of course, count Thursday night, when I was out with my friends. I'm talking about my day-to-day, regular life.)
Is it because I was finally ready to quit? Because I actually WANT to stop this time? Is my body just "smoked out"? Or is this some weird temporary glitch?
All I know is that in the last week, I've only smoked once, when I was out at Shoeless Joes. And it hasn't even been HARD.
Please, please, PLEASE let this be it. PLEASE let me be done smoking. Please let this sudden strength and willpower I feel now to still be here tomorrow....in a week....in a month.