tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post1541293913947655465..comments2024-03-28T02:18:58.315-04:00Comments on Broken Road: Jenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01905898210443425461noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-61080372344534120882008-12-04T13:44:00.000-05:002008-12-04T13:44:00.000-05:00relentlessrelentlessAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-78448479705762920592008-11-22T18:50:00.000-05:002008-11-22T18:50:00.000-05:00oh jeez...semantics. i love ya, jen :)oh jeez...semantics. i love ya, jen :)sparkydivahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05954739619079357496noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-90248027349532210872008-11-22T14:03:00.000-05:002008-11-22T14:03:00.000-05:00When I said you wouldnt have to hear about him, I ...When I said you wouldnt have to hear about him, I meant any NEW stuff.<BR/><BR/>That's my disclaimer. =-) I can still mope around, like, every third blog.Jenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15048923461328431278noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-60305611354434738942008-11-22T09:30:00.000-05:002008-11-22T09:30:00.000-05:00I don't think it is wrong to miss the LCB! i mean ...I don't think it is wrong to miss the LCB! i mean that is normal. it wasn't always bad...<BR/><BR/>and the kid post, from your class. holy hell, I was choking up! what a sweet kid!keeshhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08914325109581706526noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-87363872282233997912008-11-21T22:29:00.000-05:002008-11-21T22:29:00.000-05:00yeah...especially since, like, two fucking blogs a...yeah...especially since, like, two fucking blogs ago you said we wouldn't have to hear about his lyin' cheatin' douchebag ass anymore.<BR/><BR/>i probably shouldn't type when i'm on cold drugs, huh?<BR/><BR/>we'll keep you strong - that's what friends are for. you deserve better.<BR/><BR/>the only thing important you're missing is the RIGHT one. any more time spent on him is just wasted.sparkydivahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05954739619079357496noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-70150914368240676802008-11-21T18:13:00.000-05:002008-11-21T18:13:00.000-05:00LOL at the break-in & Renee's coffee incid...LOL at the break-in & Renee's coffee incident ;)<BR/><BR/>And ditto to Nik's wise comment. IT'll get better - keep moving forward, don't go backwards.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-80247712499342131522008-11-21T18:00:00.000-05:002008-11-21T18:00:00.000-05:00sorry about the shirt, renee. *hee*sorry about the shirt, renee. <BR/><BR/>*hee*sparkydivahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05954739619079357496noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-51093870454046138682008-11-21T13:05:00.000-05:002008-11-21T13:05:00.000-05:00Even though you know he's a douchebag, you'll miss...Even though you know he's a douchebag, you'll miss him for awhile, it's normal. In your moments of weakness, remember how horrible he made/makes you feel. Bottom line, caring about someone shouldn't make you hurt so much or feel that bad. You'll feel better in due time and when you're ready.<BR/><BR/>As for your acrobatic, damn I wish I were one of your nosy neighbors watching that scene unfold. You didn't hurt yourself did you? I almost expected an injury report at the end.Nikhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09929387083337422424noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-79581682857043821072008-11-21T08:13:00.000-05:002008-11-21T08:13:00.000-05:00Okay, now I'm pissed at you guys! I was laughing ...Okay, now I'm pissed at you guys! I was laughing hard enough at your post, Jen. Then I settled down enough to take a sip of coffee while opening the comments section and choked on YOUR comment, Brandi, which shot coffee out my nose and all over my shirt! Bitches.<BR/><BR/>LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm still LMAO though. <BR/><BR/>Jen, you'll get through it, I promise. I know it sucks right now, but I think your life will be better for it once you get over the hurt. Love you!Reneehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14135450847993133840noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-67466099849863345932008-11-20T21:36:00.000-05:002008-11-20T21:36:00.000-05:00Don't worry, I'm not gonna call him. The way I fig...Don't worry, I'm not gonna call him. The way I figure it, our friendship lasted as long as it did only because I was always the one reaching out, making the effort, etc. And as I said, this one-sided shit is done. I suspect, therefore, that I'll never talk with him again, only because I really don't think he cares enough about me, or the friendship, to make the effort. Hell, I'm willing to wager a pretty penny (Nee--we haven't had a gay phrase in a while) that he hasn't even THOUGHT about me since the last time we talked on Monday (other than "Hey, where's that girl I used to have sex with?"...not that that narrows it down much. Hahahah. Burn!!). <BR/><BR/>But that's exactly what I mean...it's hard to realize that you matter so little to someone you cared so much about. <BR/><BR/>And weirdly, it's the little things right now that make me miss him. Like, at karate tonight, we had a guest from a dojo in Canada (totally different style, though). As I talked to him, I found out that he is from the Montreal branch of the company LCB works for, here on business. Normally, I'd leave class and call him with, "Dude, guess who I met tonight?"--probably someone LCB's been working with while this guy has been in town. (Granted, this guy may be in a totally different department and not even cross paths with LCB...but it's the random "small world" kind of moment I would have loved to share with him.)<BR/><BR/>But hey, that's what you guys are for. Keepin' me strong...and keepin' it real.<BR/><BR/>And, I can only assume, the day will come when I don't feel this emptiness... like I'm missing something really important.Jenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15048923461328431278noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6826264.post-75350640671227912712008-11-20T19:01:00.000-05:002008-11-20T19:01:00.000-05:00oh christ i need a drinkoh christ i need a drinksparkydivahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05954739619079357496noreply@blogger.com